Wednesday, August 24
reached home so early for the furs tym. sighh. im nt in de mood of doin anythin , im breakin dwn . on de verge of crying. i duno wads rong wif miie. SORI DARLIN. didnt meant to treat u lyk transparent , didnt meant nt to care for euu. im sorii. i jus lost de mood of doin everythin. after dis , im gonna paralysed on de bed. till tmr. sighh. wads r0ng wif miie.
sori darling , mayb there's too much things i rrly duno how to tell uu. u may nt read dis , i jus feel lyk writing id dwn. i didnt sae i dun care. u noe i care, dun u ? i noe myy attitude may SUCK at tym dat u feel so much lyk vomitting blood. u ask mi why m i givin in tu u owas and how long can i give in to you . as long as i have to give in. i rrly will. if mi givin in solves all de quarrels between us. i will. i realli dun wanto quarrel wif u ani further. ids been lyk so mani tyms since we ve quarrel. seems dat quarrelin is normal routine? u noe how much i hated id. n darling , wo zhen de zhi ai ni yi ge. I DUN LOVE ABI ANIMORE. stop thinkin else where animore , stop tinkin i sitll love him. stop thinkin i still care for him. i do care for him , as a FREN. i ll try my very best not tu make u unhappi animore. but at tyms i rrly duno wads goin thru ur mind and wad u rrly expect frm miie. all i ask for , is ur trust.
sigh sigh. im glad nt much pple noes my blog. so dat i can write so much things dwn.. well wells. feel lyk cryin.. sighh. WHY WHY WHY are things liddat?quarrelin again. HELLO. if i still love him , i ll SURE 100% let u noe. but now de fact is dat i dun love him at all. hais.
To be or not to be.
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