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Wednesday, September 14

wasnt in the mood for the whole of today. from wakin up till now. i hardly smile. school was alright. everything seems to be falling on me now. all at one go. i just feel that the world seem so blank. went home after two periods of english after recess. all thns to MISSFROG who didnt want to let me go home. too bad but i still managed to went home. i cant get my eyes off her. i cant stop thinking of her.everytime i turn to my right , the first person i turn to look is her. bumped into her at the toilet door when i was walkin out of the toilet , EVERYTHIN WENT HAY WIRE. sighs. i guess our relationship is gonna be a bye bye one. i duno why am i feeling this way. she dun seem to really care , i wished she cared. even if its jus dat tiny weeny lil bit of care. its enough. i see no link, of him still liking me or whatsoever and her wanting to let go. like wad for? just because of his feelings for me? lyk wth. liked i cared if he still does like me. bani says he dont. means he dont. dam. she says she needs time.. she's tired.. is this relationship realli tiring her so much? what will her final conclusion be after thinking. any idea how much my heart hurts. any idea the fear within me. i ve said everything i could say , did everything i could. i just dont seem to get her trust. NOTHIN i do , makes her trust me. if she chose to trust me, things wont turn out this way. im nt blaming her. oh man. why carn she just say something.. =( blame myself for making her tired. if only i could say more.. to make her believe..

dun tell mi u re sorry. i ve heard too much of your sorries. tell me you wont leave. tell me you will stay. tell me you love me. tell me you ll trust me , truthfully. tell me u wont let go. sighs. i miss her.. so much...

dang we xiang bu gu yi qie , zhi xiang hao hao ai ni , xiang you duo ai ni , xiang yao bi cong qian gen guan xin ni. ni que gao su wo , ni lei le. bu xiang zai guan ler.

To be or not to be.
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