Tuesday, January 23
I HATE THIS FEELING. I DON FEEL GREAT!
school was atrocious tday except for pe. i have to admit that pe is really fun, although im aching all over! i dont feel okay for the whole of today, bcos you re everywhere. so fuck you, stop appearing. tuition as usual, fuck you bcos you appeared again.
no time for my cny shopping spreeeeee! no $ tooo. :( i want to buy pretty clothes soon soon soon!
aiya stop thinking lah. yeah right.
so when you re pestering me like glue i think you sucked, when you cared i find it annoying, when you msg i get turn off, when i see you i feel sian, i thought im over it. yes i thought.
and nw i admit im missing you right now, im starting to miss your presence. but..
and i think what im feeling and thinking now is rubbish and toilet bowlish.
goodbye to you, goodbye to everything i knew and everything i tried holding onto.
To be or not to be.
11:22 PM