Wednesday, February 7
OKAY LIKE WHY IS MY POST SO THE DEPRESSING FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS?
this is gonna be another one! =x
i think i ve sorted out my thinking already. altho i ll still get affected in a way or another, but i have to be strong! and what im doing now is just too too late for anything, to amend, to realise, to admit, to regret, to cry, to miss, to think. its all just too late, way too late. so i ll just have to live with what im blessed with now. as time pass by, everything will start to fade, the love and misses i had for you, will gradually vanish.
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念
today is slack day.
ate alot today.
gonna grow fat.
pri sch's pizza is yummy.
im contented to have great friends.
so im rrly hoping that this will be the last post i have for you. i hope i wont have so much thoughts and feelings abt you ever again! im finally letting go of everything, finally. altho im nt v sure if this is what i wanted. but as i say, its too late. and i know theres nth i can do.
我听着你说爱我 感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了 此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬 爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我 但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的 哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后 能往哪里走 ...
To be or not to be.
11:29 PM